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*sigh* I Guess This is Good-Bye... 04-05
06.03.05 (1:07 am)   [edit]

    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   ♥ I can't believe it's finally the day after the last day of school. Why does the school year have to be over already? I want to still wake up at 6:00 im the morning getting dressed then waiting for David and them to come and pick me up to bring me to school. And once I get to school look for Ryan and Claire and hang with them until the homeroom bell rings. Today was so different and so exciting. I mean it didn't feel like the last day at all but then again it did. I mean once I got in the car to go home I felt like I was never coming back, and I wanted to stay. I gave my hugs and watched those cry. I gave my good lucks and said good bye. I will miss those of you moving,going to the new magnet school, and those moving on to highschool. My main group I will miss is Ryan(the girl),Claire,David,Chante lle, and many more. Though some of them weren't my friends I had hoped for your friendship in the end, I may have got it I may have not, but what does it matter, because now you are leaving. The day went by like when you run a mile after your first time and it becomes easier.I am soo crushed and soo upset that I'm not goning to have the friends I had and can never replace. None of you were easy to make and I know none of you could ever be replaced.I have either known you since pre-k or you talked to me first and never gave up on me until I finally told you hi. Cold and distant I might have been but you were patient and I am thankful for it all.Just know now that I love you all and I thank ya'll for the things ya'll have dealed with through me. I lvoe ya'll and miss you all soooo much! *hugs and kisses* :cry: :cry: :cry:

 
BEAUTIFUL GUY ALERT!!(no pic just my crush advice)
05.22.05 (4:16 pm)   [edit]
YES I PUT BEAUTIFUL!! HOT is not a word for me, I can't stand someone calling be hot It makes me feel like trash or a tramp so I'm not going to call a guy any different then what I want to be called.OMFG! I have this huge crush on my best friend's friend. I went to go hang out with the two of them and he is sooo awsome!! His name is Ryan and I LOVE his hair!!! Also he is teh best, funny and cute!! lol The problem is though I think he likes SKINNY goth girls, ok maybe now im thinking wrong about him. Anyways I dont think he likes me but i really like him. Oh and hear this my friend David and him are planning to make a band with me in it. YAY!!! Anyways thats all I have to say... lol just sharing my crush feelings. Oh and I was wondering should I go for it and ask him out or should I wait for him?? :oops:
 
Very Interesting
05.15.05 (12:20 pm)   [edit]

I am showing yew this because it seems to fit me well for those I love plus I'm just bored... By:one of my friends


When a GIRL is quiet, Millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing,She is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,She is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,She is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you, She is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, She wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says I love you, She means it. When a GIRL says "i miss you", No one in this world can miss you more than that.

 
A Poem(Lies)
05.14.05 (1:42 am)   [edit]

chuggachugga choochoo!! whats up people.... nothing here with me life is just a bitch... no im just kidding, im not here to complain about my life lol. Im here to write some poetry... hehe


Lies:She dressed him up in shades of lies,
Not caring that he's hiding inside.
Holding over his head he feelings of rejection,
Letting him be consumed by the lies from the outside.
She's drowning him in the crowd,
He can't even save himself.
He cries at night trying to find himself,
Wondering whom to believe,
Her or himself.
Bleeding inside,
Hurting so bad,
He doesn't want to tell her,
His story of her gloom,
He doesn't want to break her heart,
Or hurt her like she did him,
But he comes to face the mirror and dislike what he sees,
Looking to find a happy smile, but finds a broken smile,
A frown full of truth that can set him free.
He goes to take her breath away,
But she faints to see that the lies have faded away,
And that he finally has a real smile laying across his face.
Realizing her misunderstanding her turns away,
Walking the other way leaving there starnded on the ground,
Broken and hurt just as she allowed him to once be.

 
hi
04.22.05 (12:52 pm)   [edit]
Hell o ppl... who likes muffins?? i like muffi whats up ppl?  anyways ya whats up im bored so im just writing this for no reason yay!!! wohoo!!! hehe
 
Me
04.19.05 (7:37 pm)   [edit]

Name: Calli


Age: 13


Birthday: February 12


Location: In my mind, Louisiana


Orentation: Bi


Looking for: friends


Sign: Aqurius


I'm: very single


yahoo: myworldlieslonely


aim:myworldislonely


msn:CantFeelYou@hotmail.com


email or im me it doesnt matter, whatever u want to do to talk anytime....


Interest: books, trampling ppl, music, talking about distruction, and stuff like that...


 

 
My First Blog
04.04.05 (5:48 pm)   [edit]

Hell o... whats up people? I guess since this is my first I willl tell you what I look like and alittle about me. I am 5'2 with dark brown hair, brown eyes. I am a seventh grader bisexual girl who enjoys reading,writing,playing the drums,listening to music,and locking myself in my room to loss my self in my mind.Well yeah thats alitle about me if yall wann know more just send me a message and ill answer whatever questions you have(maybe).

 
Through the Eyes of a Lost Girl -By:Me(Calli)

I can't find my way through this haze of gray.
I see through you eyes and find that your blind.
Where is it you hide, What is it you hide? Your mystery so longing to find.
Your word are so flowing they open my mind,
Listening to every message that hides behind.

I love your laughter, so sweet and full of joy.
Your tears to me are the sweet bitter of sorrow I long to mend.
I guess your eyes is what attracks me to all your questions.

Lost inside is where you seem,
For I want to help you out this theme
Holding your body so close to my,
Wraping my arms around your waist,
Brushing you neck with a sweet gentle kiss.
Wishing that I was missed by a girl so true,
By a girl like you.

By:Me(Calli)


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This is my friend Stephanie(GasheS). She is not on here, but she is the best and teh sxe!